Like most projects off mine this semester has had its highs and its lows. In this final Blog entry, I shall be explaining where and how I failed and succeeded in the semester. Unlike most of my reflective writing, I am determined to stay positive about how I’ve done.
This semester hasn’t really turned out how I wanted it to. It seemed like we had so much more stuff to complete than last semester. I’ve commented on my time management more than once in my Blog’s but it is the key reason for why my work is half the quality I’m capable of. I don’t really find the work much of a challenge it’s just finding the time and motivation to do it. In this last year I think I’ve matured enough to make sure this doesn’t happen again next year.
Another challenging aspect of this semester was working in a group. I like to be in control a lot of the time, but also don’t like to upset people within the group. This is why I struggled and sat-back in the idea building process. I didn’t like how we came up with the idea and didn’t have the heart to say to people their idea was crap. Of course there are upsides to every project, I didn’t have to do any of the paperwork. However because the idea we went with wasn’t my own I wasn’t allowed to direct which I think is where most of my strengths lie. If the same kind of situation occurs next year, I will suggest that the group appoints each member to a job that most suits them rather than everyone saying “I want to be director” “I want to be producer” that way everyone knows what they are doing and someone’s in charge keeping order.
I’ve always known that the theory side to a project wasn’t my forte however since working on the group project I do believe I have a number of skills when on location. I would love to see how I would get on with a group of people I was in charge of, I think I could be quite assertive if the job required me to be. I knew the practical side was where I was strongest before I even started this year however through the duration of this course and in this semester especially, I’ve found that I’m also quite confident in front of camera. The feedback I got from a meeting with my tutor recently backed my thoughts about heading towards a career in front of the camera rather than behind it. I hope to learn more techniques which will help me if I decide to choose this path. The lessons from the first semester about using body language to get the most out of an interviewee were very helpful.
I would say I’m quite the perfectionist which is good if I have plenty of time on a project. However this is why I take so long editing. I’ve got to grips with final cut pro and feel I’m as good as anyone else in the class, however unlike the rest, I spend too much time on minor bits that may contain the tiniest of glitches. I definitely need to learn more about the techniques of editing rather than what the software can do.
As much as i may complain, i am looking forward to what the second year has install for me. i think i smart enough to know where i went wrong this year and act upon it for the next. i still have alot to learn about the industry and think i have the ability to stand out from the rest of the class next year, maybe not with my writing but with my charactor.
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